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Oct 6 09 2:17 PM

Re: let us know you are here

I came here to learn more about the torah and for fellowship with like minded peeps.

I'm 47, been married for 29 years with three kids. Two sons 26 and 21, daughter 15. We have a hobby farm with horses, cats, dog and a raccoon who we rarely see these days. She discovered the woods and I think she met some friends. It is a relief that she has all her shots including rabies.

I am not so sure when I got saved. Let's just say I started to wake up when I was 21 and left the catholic church. I went to a Freewill Baptist church for two years until we moved. We joined a community church and have been there ever since 1988. I have never felt settled in any church since I left the catholic church. They all feel like they are missing something to me. I had a problem with an evil entity in a house we lived in for ten years from 1990-2000. The pastor did not believe what I told him and treated me rather indifferenly about it. I realized I would have to change something if I didn't want to continue waking up in the middle of the night paralyzed. I decided to be like Daniel and pray three times a day. I eventually was able to cast the spirit out of my house. There was a build up of drama which I don't have time to relate today. About five years after all that trouble I was worshipping Jesus with all my heart and it felt like I left and was present with the Lord. When I came back to myself I was over joyed. I felt so clean and brand new It was like I had been carrying a heavy weight and it was taken away from me. I felt like I had lost 100 pounds instantly. That is the day I feel like I got saved. All I know is nothing has been the same since. I do have trouble finding people that I am comfortable around. I have a hard time relating to other christians. They just don't want to talk about deep topics, they are happy being asleep. They are content to not understand the Torah or purge the pagan things out of their lives.

I have always believed I would live to see the tribulation. I do believe our Father will help us through it.

Jesus set the bar high by serving under people.
Wake Up!!